About
Hi! I'm Dizzy, your local eldritch creature who does a little bit of a lot. I'm an alien fae siren and symbiont just trying to find my place in this big ole' universe. I'm a queer, trans, mad, neurodivergent, and disabled multidisciplinary creator, but on Twitch, I stream a lot of visual novels, RPGs, cozy games, action/adventure games, as well as some art, writing, co-working, and more!We do change, learning, transformation, & growth here...and maybe a little bit of cannibalism sometimes as a treat...and maybe also the complete unraveling of space/time/reality etc etc etc as one does. Totally normal things!Socials:
Twitch
YouTube
VODs
Ko-fi
Everywhere ElseBUSINESS INQUIRIES ONLY: [email protected]
Concept
I'm an eldritch creature, alien fae siren, & symbiont shapeshifting between being non-corporeal, solid, and goo. Overall vibes are kinda ethereal and uncanny and gloopy and drippy and very bioluminescentCheck out my full Art Archive including reference sheets, fanart, commissioned art, and more!Guidelines for FanartOk
-SFW 👍
-NSFW 👍
-Gore 👍Do
-Provide alt text
-Label/spoiler if NSFW
-Use my art tags on social media
🎨 #ArtGazers 🔞#DizzyAfterDarkDon't
-Do not EVER draw me with breasts
-No AI, NFT, or Crypto
-Do otherwise abide by TOS and our community rules
The Geodesic Dome at the End of the Universe
Also known as The [Geodesic] Dome, Dizzy's [Geodesic] Dome, the Bubble, or the Biosphere for short, the Geodesic Dome at the End of the Universe is a large, strange and mysterious geodesic dome biosphere at the end of this universe keeping dizzy trapped, isolated, and starved. Once a containment bubble, dizzy stretched it out into the dome you see today, where he is trying to grow and thrive. From the shadows underneath the trees and plants, the eyes of giant (and otherwise) puppets peer out at you. Outside you can see stars falling and hear the faint hum of the blackhole that will destroy this universe, or perhaps it is a wormhole leading into the next...
Dizzy’s Aesthetic
I am otherkin (identify as other than human), so my VTuber concept is more than just that, and is how I understand and think of myself! I identify primarily as an alien fae siren, symbiont, and eldritch creature first and foremost! Otherwise, I primarily kin/identify with non-corporeal lifeforms a lot (think colorful, sparkling, gaseous "clouds" of matter and energy), as well as non-solid lifeforms (think slime, goo, goop, liquid). Both somewhat linked with shapeshifting as well as symbiosis. I also historically have kinned/identified with dragons!Important Characteristics:
-bioluminescent (light producing), metachrosis (color changing), electrogenic (generating electricity), venomous, poisonous, lightly radioactive, & parasitic
-body markings (stars, the cosmos, the universe, etc.)
-birth mark on neck (black hole? something else?)
-sharp teeth
-eyes too large for face (all black? all a single other color?)
-droopy ears?
-pointed ears?
-tendrils/antennas/trailing tentacles? (also covered in goo?) (think of Angel’s from Lilo & Stitch)
-droopy wings (covered in goo? shakes out slightly every so often)
-tail (not furry or fuzzy, should be kinda slimy and gloopy)
-top surgery scars-uncanny
-droopy and gloopy
-dissolving/evaporating at points into being non-corporeal
-literally weighed down by the effects of gravity
-void octopus companion sitting on (left?) shoulders, tentacles draped/woven around arm
-sound of forced rhubarb and glaciers for transition from humanoid form to eldritch form
-transition from humanoid form to eldritch form is like a horrific unfurling/stretching/like gravity is no longer weighing down
-should evoke a physical sensation akin to that of mass cell death :DColor Palette:
-kind of muted and/or pastel purples, blues, pinks, and a little bit of green
-lilac, mauve, lavender, rose, blush, iris, violet, orchid, plum, wine, indigo, midnight blue, etc.
-the indigo and like midnight blue should be reminiscent of what you might imagine the dress of the night sky with stars to look like in the Allerleirauh fairytale
Animal References:
I feel a strong affinity with/towards molluscs and other soft-bodied organisms, especially cephalopods, and you might sometimes hear me jokingly refer to any mention of one as me, my friends and loved ones, or family. These include, but aren’t limited to:
-Octopus
-Squids
-Cuttlefish
-Nautiloids
-Slugs
-Sea Slugs
-Nudibranchs
-Snails
-Sea Snails
-Jellyfish
-Siphonophores
-Ctenophores
-Tardigrades
-WormsI also feel a strong affinity with/towards symbionts/symbiotic life forms, which includes parasitism, mutualism, and commensalism.I also relate a lot to all sea creatures just in general, and also lizards, particularly chameleons, and also wolves and also cats and also frogs, especially when they are in their littlest blobby tadpole form and probably lots of other animals I can’t think of off the top of my head. Anyways, I contain multitudes. BUT!
In my (future) design, I more specifically reference:
-Sea Angel
-Cyerce Elegans
-Flapjack Octopus
-Dumbo Octopus
-Caribbean Reef Octopus
-Blanket Octopus
-Firefly Squid
-Comb Jellies
-Cookie Cutter Shark
-Lantern Shark
-Portuguese Man O War
-Cannonball Jelly
-Phylliroe bucephala
-Anglerfish
-Nudibranchs
Fictional References:
-The Medusans, Star Trek
-The Companion, Star Trek
-Aaravos, The Dragon Prince
-The Being, The Dragon Prince
-Elden Beast, Elden Ring
-Titania, A Midsummer Night's Dream
-Deet, The Dark Crystal
-Spring, Fantasia
-Granmamare, Ponyo
-Viktor, Arcane
-Rapunzel & Cassandra, Tangled/Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure
-Sense, Frieren
-The Princess, Slay the Princess
-Puppycat & Puppycat’s Space Outlaw Form, Bee and Puppycat
-Moopsy, Star Trek
-Hollow, Scavengers Reign
-Venom, Marvel
-Stitch, Lilo & Stitch
-Angel, Lilo & Stitch
Creature References:
-Aliens
-Shapeshifters
-Noncorporeal Lifeforms
-Slime, Goo, Goop, Liquid, Blobs
-The Fae, Changelings, Fairies, Elves, Will O’ The Wisps
-Sirens, Mermaids, Sea Monsters
-Eldritch Horrors, Creatures, Abominations
-Dragons, Wyverns, Wyrms
Community Vibes, Aesthetics, & References
What I wouldn't give to live in a funky earthship type house inside a giant geodesic dome biosphere surrounded by muppet-like creatures and giant puppets and music and laughter and art and stories and plants that move and dance along with us and we can see the infinite universe ending just right outside our windows and know that we are infinitesimally small and that even yet, we can create things of immense and insurmountable beauty if only we do so together :)-holding the beauty and horror of all existence in your hands
-we all contain multitudes
-can you hold space for infinity?
-change, transformation, growth, & learning
-comfy and cozy and chaotic
-the wild, weird, wretched, & wondrous
-learning how to be alive
-finding your place in the universe
-peace and love on planet earthCommunity Space
The Geodesic Dome at the End of the UniverseAlso known as The [Geodesic] Dome, Dizzy's [Geodesic] Dome, the Bubble, or the Biosphere for short!Moderators
Giant PuppetsTwitch Subscribers
StargazersKo-fi/Patreon Supporters
EarthlingsCommunity
Oddkin, or Wonderful Beings of All Kinds and SortsStream/Dizzy’s Companions
Mimo: Dizzy’s demonically possessed muppet puppet puppy dog
[unnamed]: A mysterious alien slime octopus from the void that stretched out beyond the end of this universe
[unnamed]: A curious little tardigrade who can often be found crawling on the windows of the Dome! But watch out! This little guy can become quite large when tears in space/time/reality occur.Oshi Mark
💫🫧Or, you can choose from any of the following:
💫🦑🌿✨🫀🔮🫧🌱🪼☢️Recurring Stuff & Things
-Giant Puppets
-Geodesic Domes
-Biospheres
-Wind Turbines
-Permaculture Food Forests
-Cephalopods
-Symbiosis + Parasitism
-CannibalismInspirations in no particular order
-Donna Haraway's writings, particularly A Cyborg Manifesto and Staying with the Trouble: Making Kin in the Chthulucene
-Tapestry of Nations/Dreams Parade & Soundtrack from Disney World’s Epcot
-all of Mort Garson's music
-anything by the Jim Henson Company (The Muppets, Fraggle Rock, The Dark Crystal, Labyrinth, etc)
-anything Star Trek (Star Trek TOS, The Voyage Home, Voyager, DS9, etc)
-Bread & Puppet Theatre, particularly their Cheap Art Manifesto and essay on the Radicality of the Puppet Theater
-Spaceship Earth/Biosphere 2 Documentary
-Cirque du Soleil
-Endless Ocean Blue World
-Speculative and transformative fiction at large
-Octavia Butler's writings
-Ursula K Le Guin's writings
-Station Eleven (book and tv show)
-Kinship: Belonging in a World of Relations
-Posthumanism
-Ecofeminism
-the Solarpunk movement, particularly Solarpunk Manifesto and a more in-depth exploration A Solarpunk Manifesto
-the Voyager Space Probes
-60s/70s Sci-Fi Movies (Silent Running, Logan's Run, Solaris, Alien, etc)
-Sense8
-Avatar (specifically its speculative biology and soundtrack)
-Cosmo Whispers ASMR's In the Void series
-Open Access/Open Source/FOSS movements, particularly the Guerilla Open Access Manifesto and the Creative Commons licenses
-PBS and public access television/radio/media
-Ologies podcast
-the music and poetry of Sun Ra
-Mystery Science Theater 3000
-edutainment like Zoboomafoo, Bill Nye the Science Guy, Sesame Street
-Remix culture
-Project Hail MaryA note on solarpunk, open access, and remix culture: while these were movements that inspired me to a degree as a college and graduate student in a pre-generative AI world and I think that the cooption (to say generously, though in many cases the call was already coming from inside the house) of the solarpunk, remix, and open access movements by generative AI proponents is in many ways antithetical to the core ideologies of these, I also am not uncritical of these movements presently or historically both about and beyond generative AI🖕 GEN AI CAN FUCK OFF 🖕Playlist
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-Your local eldritch creature who does a little bit of a lot
-Parasite lodged between the rib bones of a universeStream Intro Message
Greetings Earthlings, Stargazers, and Beings of All Sorts. Hi hi. Hello there. How are you all doing today? I hope that you all are having a fantastic day/night/timezone/time does not exist and that the universe is all that you want it to be, all that you need it to be, and more. But yes, yes, hello!Sub Message
This is improvised but generally amounts to what the heck thank you!!!!!!Raided Message
Thanks so much for the raid [username]! What were you doing today? I hope you had a wonderful stream!Streaming is hard work so you make to do whatever you've gotta do to take care of yourself out here in this big ole' universe. Thank you again so much for that raid!Hi Raiders! Welcome on in. I have greetings for you! These are greeting from the Voyager spacecraft in 55 different languages!Stream Overview
I'm Dizzy, your local eldritch creature who does a little bit of a lot. I'm an alien fae siren and symbiont just trying to find my place in this big ole universe. Here on twitch, I stream a lot of visual novels, rpgs, action/adventure games, art, writing, and asmr!Raid Message
☢ WARNING ☢ cosmic RAIDiation ✧･ﾟ☢ WARNING ☢ cosmic RAIDiation ✧･ﾟ☢ WARNING ☢ cosmic RAIDiation ✧･ﾟ☢ WARNING ☢ cosmic RAIDiation ✧･ﾟ☢ WARNING ☢ cosmic RAIDiation ✧･ﾟStream Outro Message
I think that is going to be it from me for today oddkin. Thank you all so much for watching and hanging out. If you were lurking, I appreciate you. If you were chatting, I appreciate you. And I will see you all in another universe! Goodbye!
